more than just a tree.

It’s been a few years since we last put up a Christmas tree. One year, we spent Christmas Day at Mount Sinai for an embryo transfer that didn’t work. That moment marked the start of many holidays overshadowed by the weight of family planning. Consumed by yearning and loss, I couldn’t find joy in the…

dear wildlings.

To my son and daughter, After 4.5 years it’s finally happening. Our house will be filled with the laughter of young humans. Today is move in day. The day when the three of us become the five of us. It hasn’t been an easy journey to motherhood. We’ve spent the equivalent of a university education…

faith over fear

I was 38 years old when I had the first genuine thought – an internal desire – to become a mother.